It's wearing, marriages just is looking at them disintegrating all over the place knowing it is too late to turn back
too old to start over because it is what you've known the last twenty years no matter what others say
a marriage is a bad investment
it makes you believe in the prospects and profits the satisfaction that exist in the faces
of your children who are some times grateful
but mostly not
some times you wonder what happened to the happiness in loving your children
your first child, thinking you can never love anyone more than you ever can
Now you are a parent
watching them
never knowing whatever they are thinking of
and of yourself
a marriage is a bad investment
so if you think you want to get married
look at the fractured picture of your own parents and the equally fractured picture of the child that is yourself
and how you will never fracture that of your own